Today was real boring ): But I do feel happy, I don't know why either ! :D
Woke up early in the morning to go tuition ): Science with MrGoh, YAAAAY ♥
But Math is with some weird teacher, Me/Kenneth couldn't stand him -.-
Alright, then bought Burger Kings back for lunch, for 3 of us (:

Watched 娱乐百分百's random videos, and OMG! 小猪 is super hilarious ! :D
Just helped Huiping post something on her blog, I must say: CHEER UP OKAY !?
You've helped me so so so much, so it's my turn to help you / cheer you up (:

That's all for today ! Tomorrow's slacking day, then Tuesday's Library with
Huiping/Xuejing/Sihwee ! ♥ Talking to Leila/DarrenL now, Got to go :D

To Huiping:
Sweetard ! Don't feel upset okay ?? ): Now, I'm the one worried for you.
Even if you decide to break the friendship, I'll support you till the end !
Sisters trust, without asking (: But since you decided to not keep this, then
all the more you shouldn't let him affect your life/mood/emotions, isn't it ??

You must show him that you can live much better without him in your life !
Show him he's only stopping your life from processing ! :D Alright !?
I know it may hurt now, and you may even be lying to yourself, but you know
you always have friends/sisters whom you can confide in. We love you always, ♥

You know I love you so so so much, and I know you love me just as much too (;

I MISS NHDANCE BATCH1996, ALL 28 OF YOU ! ):

I never realised, how deep I can actually love someone.

Yay, I look much more important, bwahahahah :D
Look on the left for Xuejing's hand ! Love you forever, sweeeeeeeeeetard !

The 80Questions long quiz, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! :D
It's going to be fun, but you're real bored if you finish reading it (;

1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
- I supposed so O.o
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
- I'd be Joanna Lee --> I would really become Joanne's sister ! :D
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- Not really, shoulder felt real aching ):
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
- Around 12NN ?? With DarrenL (:
5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
- Dinner, yesterday !
6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
- Dancing, 王子 ! ♥
7. What are you excited for?
- Study Outing with Sihwee, Xuejing, Huiping :D
8. What were you doing yesterday?
- Playing computer the entire day.
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
- Him♥
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Plain water (:
11. Have a best friend?
- More than one !
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
- No, happy about it (;
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
- I don't see a reason to say "No".
14. What time is it right this second?
- 1.58PM.
15. What do you want right now?
- Dance ! Sisters ! BatchMates ! Him !
16. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- Pearlynn, Chanhong, Natalie ! ♥
17. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
- Attached/Taken, and happy (:
18. When was the last time you cried?
- Yesterday ):
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
- Depends ...
20. I bet you miss somebody right now.
- Obvious ??
21. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- Yep (:
22. Tell me what's on your mind.
- Him♥, Dance.
23. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
- 206'10 ! Dance ! Dance ! Him ! ♥
24. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
- Yesterday, Huiping/Xuejing ! :D
25. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
- Yeah (:
26. How's your heart?
- Belongs to him ♥
27. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
- Him, unless he doesn't ):
28. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- Yep(:
29. What does your 3rd recent text say?
- "Haha. Nice one. Ronnie better looking" - KennethLUM ! :D
30. What are you wearing right now?
- Lil' Miss Shirt + Fbts.
31.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
- No, it's worth it ! ♥
32. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
- Girl: Xuejing/Huiping ! ♥ Boy: ****** ***
33. How did you feel when you woke up?
- Sleepy ):
34. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now
- Yeah ...
35. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- Talking to Solo on Facebook ! :D
36. Who's the first B in your contact list?
- Bernice (;
37. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
- Yesterday.
38. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
- Of course !
39. Last awkward moment?
- Yesterday night.
40. Are you afraid of the dark?
- Yeah ):
41. Have you ever tripped someone?
- Yeah :P
42. Is there someone you will never forgive?
- No, I'm very forgiving (:
43. Name the last person to text you?
- KennethLUM ! ♥
44. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
- Since 王子's 7Years older only, my limit: 7 ! :D
45. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- Depends ??
46. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
- Yeah, I'm cheerful ! :D
47. Do you fall for people easily?
- Not really O.o
48. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
- Tuesday (:
49. Do you miss the way things used to be?
- No, I love life as it is ! ♥
50. Will tomorrow be better than today?
- Every next day's going to be better ! (:
51. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- Yeah, ♥
52. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
- I don't like others to lie to me >:(
53. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
- Just about the whole NHDance + graduates !
54. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
- Naturally happy person :D --> Look at the positive side of life !
55. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
- 邱勝翊 ! ♥

Another quiz, psps ! I'm really bored, but happy today :D
This quiz is real interesting: My kind of boy ! --> 王子 !

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- It's not important, but not ugly looking ! :D
2. Smart?
- I'm not exactly smart either, so I don't really mind (:
3. Preferred age?
- Around the same age ?? (Nono ! 王子's perfectly ALRIGHT ! ♥)
4. Preferred height?
- Taller than me, BWAHAHAHAHAHAH x)
5. How about sense of humor?
- Not too much, (:
6. How about piercings?
- Ears, I can accept. None of the others ! >:(
7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Obviously.
8. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- Brown. --> Edward Cullen's color is good too ! :D
9. Long hair or short hair?
- Short, but not too short. 王子's the perfect example ! ♥
10. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- As long as he isn't a "Mommy's Boy".
11. Muscular?
- Somewhere in the middle (: Kenzi's good ! :D
12. plays the violin?
- It'd be total impossible, but total romantic ! ♥
13. Sings very good?
- Nobody can compare to 王子 if they ain't an idol, so ... !
14. Shy type?
- Shy is adorable, but not too shy O.o
15. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Rebel, but not over the top. No nerds please !
16. Active or passive?
- Active, especially if he likes playing sports ! ♥
17. Singer or dancer?
- Dancer ! ♥ Must be able to share the same passion as ME ! :D
18. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-until-you-drop?
- No way ! -.-
19. Dimples?
- Adorable (:
20. Bookworm?
- NEVER !
21. Playful?
- Sure, it'd be fun that way :D
22. Flirt?
- Not too much.
23.serious?
- At the appropriate time (:
24. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Not too much, such that it becomes insulting :D
25. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Internet freak, like ME ! ♥
26. Loyal or faithful?
- Faithful, Loyal is a bit too much (;
27. loves children?
- Won't hurt (:

Last quiz ! From Darling Pink Lover ! ♥
(v) People whom I've recently talked to (:

1. Huiping (MSN/SMS!)
2. Xuejing (MSN!)
3. Clarice (TAGBOARD!)
4. DarrenL (PHONE/MSN!)
5. KennethLUM (TUITION/MSN/SMS!)
6. Youzhuan (FACEBOOK!)
7. Weiquan (MSN!)
8. Natalie (BLOG!)
9. Jingyi (SMS!)
10. Huilin (SMS/PHONE!)
11. Alfreda (MSN!)
12. Jinglin (TAGBOARD!)
13. DarrenF (TAGBOARD/MSN!)
14. Chanhong (TAGBOARD!)

1. How did you meet 11? (Alfreda)
- 3E05 ! ♥ Clique :D
2. What would you do if you had never met 8? (Natalie)
- Really regret, and miss a lot of laughters ):
3. Would you date with 6? (Youzhuan)
- We may be best waiting partners, but NO ! -.-
4. Have you seen 9 cry? (Jingyi)
- Laugh until she cry, YEAH ! x)
5. Would 3 and 13 be good friends? (Clarice & DarrenF)
- They are friends, 106'09/206'10 ! :D
6. Describe 1. (Huiping)
- Sweeeeeeeeeeeeetard ! ♥
7. Do you like 14? (Chanhong)
- Of course ! :D SISTERS !
8. Do you think 4 is attractive? (DarrenL)
- I don't know, maybe ?? (;
9. When was the last time you talked to 2? (Xuejing)
- Yesterday, on MSN ! (:
10. Would you date 12? (Jinglin)
- Would you want to date me, Jinglin ?? :D
11. What is the best thing about 5? (KennethLUM)
- He's real funny at times.
12. What would you like to tell 13 right now? (DarrenF)
- Hello, Jiao Face ! x)
13. What is the best thing about 12? (Jinglin)
- Best gossiping senior ! ♥
14. Have you ever kissed 12? (Jinglin)
- Ewwwwwwwwwww ! O.o
15. What's one of the best memory you have had with 13? (DarrenF)
- The times we webcamed ! :D
16. What is 14's best talent? (Chanhong)
- Laughing like hell / Screaming / Dancing ! ♥
17. Is 11 into fashion? (Alfreda)
- Totally !
18. What is our first impression of 2? (Xuejing)
- Adorable (:
19. How long have you been with friends with 11? (Alfreda)
- 4Years 11Months & Still counting ! :D
20. Have you seen 5 in the last month? (KennethLUM)
- I just saw him in the morning !
21. When was the last time you saw 1? (Huiping)
- Long ago ): 考级课 Day !
22. Have you ever been into 7's house? (Weiquan)
- Hahah, nope ! INVITE ME SOMEDAY !
23. Are you really close with 6? (Youzhuan)
- Senior + Junior / Best waiting partner ! (:
24. Would you give 9 a hug? (Jingyi)
- I'll give one to her on Friday (:
25. Do you kow a secret about 3? (Clarice)
- She loves pink as much as me ! Pinklovers ! ♥
26. What's your friendship with 7 like? (Weiquan)
- Good buddies ! :D
27. How do you know 3? (Clarice)
- 106'09, Clique (:
28. Does 8 have a boyfriend or girlfriend? (Natalie)
- No ! Or else she'd better tell me !
29. Have you ever wanted to smack 4 in the face? (DarrenL)
- Nah, he's nice (:
30. Has 12 met your mum? (Jinglin)
- Nope x)
31. Is 1 your best friend? (Huiping)
- One of them !
32. If 14 had $100, what would they spend on? (Chanhong)
- Going out with her sisters/batchmates, namely US ! :D
33. What's your best memory of 2? (Xuejing)
- My favorite crush ! ♥
34. Have you travelled anywhere with 10? (Huilin)
- Sentosa ! :D
35. What is the last thing you did with 10? (Huilin)
- Talking to her on the phone.
36. When did you meet 8? (Natalie)
- 3E05, Clique ! ♥
37. How did you meet 6? (Youzhuan)
- NHDance Society, my Sec4 senior (:
38. Where would 4 travel to if given a free trip to anywhere? (DarrenL)
- I just asked him, and he said Japan :D So ... !
39. How close are you to 5? (KennethLUM)
- Quite close ! (:
40. Would you go on a road trip with 9? (Jingyi)
- We've already travelled to Malacca together, what's another one !? :D

That's all ! //.

Happy 390 Post ! ♥

Today (Yesterday, since now's 12AM) was a really long day, with unhappiness.
But thanks to the people who stayed by me and gave encouragement ! :D

1) Youzhuan (SOLO KING) ! Thanks for acccompanying me through the whole
evening (: Encouraging me, telling me not to give up so easily ! Also, telling me
funny stuffs and promising that you'll shell him, that's what I say a friend is ! ♥

You're my best waiting partner ever ! (: Thanks for everything alright ??
Cheer up too ! :D

2) Huiping (SWEETARD) ! Thanks for helping me solve EVERYTHING, and it
really ain't your fault (: Helping me with the problems with him, telling
me not to give up, taking the initiative. You really wonderful ! ♥

The sweetest friend EVER, I love you alright !? Thanks again ! (:
You should start solving your own problems too ! :D

3) Xuejing (CRUSH) ! Okay, Darling. Words I've said more than a 1000times,
meanings you've taken in already. But I still have to thank you, for your
fierce caring, that you always give ! Such that I'll always feel protected ! ♥

One of the fiercest, but the best intentions (: Thanks for everything !
I love you really very very much :D

(^) Top 3 who cheered me up the most, and helped me the most ! :D

For others:

Thanks Weiquan for cheering me up ! I'm feeling better now alright !?
Thanks Gavin for telling me to cheer up ! You're really wonderful ! (:
Thanks LTJ for being so funny, trying to cheer me up ! Your jokes suck ! :D
Thanks Rachel, for telling me he's not worth it and cheering me up too !
Thanks Clarice because you told me we should be proud of ourselves, hohohoh (:
Thanks Ezra Darling, for the things you say so I'll feel happy once again :D
Thanks XiaoLing, for the spam smiles + spam hearts ! I love you too ! ♥

That's all ! (:
I've realised that a lot of people actually do care for me ! :D

A sentence from you, it just means more than a thousand meanings to me.

It's not your fault ! It's not your fault ! It's not your fault ! It's not your fault !
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It's not your fault ! It's not your fault ! It's not your fault ! It's not your fault !

I REPEAT, IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT ! >:(

It's mainly my fault okay !? Don't blame yourself already, please ! :'(
You're making me real real upset because you think it's your fault y'know !

I don't want you to feel unhappy ! None of these were your fault AT ALL.
Don't feel upset because of me already okay ?? (:

(^) Above bunch of things is dedicated to ...

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HUIPING SWEETARD ! ♥♥♥

Today was real saddening ): Okay, shan't mention why. Speaking of it only hurts.
Spend the morning SLEEPING :D Woke up only around 11.30AM, then things happened ):
Blogged (Uhhuh, that ranting post), then slacked & watched 终极三国 ! ♥♥
Today's episode is real sad, in MY opinion ! Why ?? Because no 胡宇崴 & 班杰 ! >:(
They totally didn't show up, BOTH OF THEM ! But 周瑜 did show up, so ... ! (:

Tomorrow's going to be tuition already, *Groans* ! In the morning yet.
Oh well, shall go continue talking to Solo on Facebook, :D

I CAN'T HELP BUT MISS NHDANCE, BATCH1996 !

I'll wait for you. 1hour, 10days, 3months, 50years. Forever.

Episode 42 预告 --> Next week's episode ! OMG RIGHT !? :D I can't wait !
How 阿香 really misses 脩, How 周瑜 can give everything to protect 小喬 (:
It's really really touching / sweet / exciting / loving huh ??

I'm really bored. Quiz from the past:

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
- Jingkai ! :D
2. What were you doing at 0800?
- Sleeping ??
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Having my lunch ? O.o
4. What happened to you in 2006?
- Had fun with 4E06 ♥
5. What color is your hairbrush?
- Brown.
6. What was the last thing you paid for?
- Bubbletea(:
7. Where were you last night?
- At home.
8. What color is your front door?
- Brown, Brown & Brown.
9. What's the weather like today?
- Sunny, I supposed ??
10. What excites you?
- Something exciting x)
11. Do you want to cut your hair?
- A bit longer, then yeah.
12. Are you over the age of 25?
- I'm 13.
13. Do you talk a lot?
- At times, I do (:
14. Do you make up your own words?
- Only when I don't know what word to use.
15. Are you a jealous person?
- Depends ??
16. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter A.
- Annabel ♥
17. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter K.
- Kelly ♥
18. Who's the first person on your received call list?
- DarrenL.
19. Do you chew on your straw?
- Used to, not now.
20. Do you have curly hair?
- Rebonded hair !
21. What was the last thing you ate?
- Food.
22. Will you get married in the future?
- Maybe ??
23. When was the last time you did the dishes?
- Probably a long time ago ...
24. Did you cry today?
- Yeah )':
25. What song are you listening to right now?
- Proud of you - Fiona Fung (Huiping's blog song!)
26. What color is your phone?
- White / Red (:
27. what are you going to do tomorrow?
- Go for tuition, then slack my day away !
28. Who is the last girl/boy that you hugged?
- Y'know who.
29. What do you dislike at the moment?
- My dad refuse to let me go for Chalet >:(
30. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
- Nothing.
31. How do you feel right now?
- Upset ):
32. What's your plan next week?
- Buy Christmas presents, Library w/ Girls ! ♥
33. Missing someone?
- Yeah ...
34. What's her/his role in your life?
- The most important person to me, ever.
35. The person who loves u most or the person u love the most.
- The person who I love the most.


Another Quiz:

1. my friends...
- Are very very important to me.
2. i am listening to...
- Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis ! ♥
3. maybe i should learn...
- Not to be so sadist ):
5. my plan...
- To live each and every day, happy.
6. i dont understand...
- Just about everything.
7. i lost...
- Can't remember O.o
8. people say...
- I'm weird.
9. i am missing...
- NHDance, Batch96, Him♥
10. love means...
- To love someone until you're crazy.
11. somewhere, someone is...
- Doing something he doesn't really enjoy.
12. i am always seaching for...
- Happiness (:
13. forever means...
- Never to end.
14. i never want to...
- Lose him, ever )':
15. my mobile phone is...
- Very important to me.
16. when i woke up this morning...
- I cried.
17. i get annoyed when...
- Somebody repeats the same thing over&over again.
18. parties are...
- Wonderful, if you're having fun.
19. hugs and kisses?
- Just something to deepen the relationship.
20. today i...
- Cried, Feared.
21. tomorrow i will be...
- Having tuition.
22. i really want...
- To see him right now ):
23. i...
- Feel really really depressed.
24. what is your handphone brand?
- Sony Ericsson W585I (:
25. what are the last 3 digits of your handphone number?
- 475 ♥
26. what does the second message in your inbox says?
- Huiping telling me to Cheerup ! Thanks Sweetard ! ♥
27. who was the last person you rang?
- DarrenL.
28. who was the last missed call from?
- DarrenL.
29. what does the oldest message in your inbox says?
- Xuejing saying "Good luh" that I got my phone back (:
30. who comes aft J?
- K.
31. go to your sent message - what does the tenth message says?
- Telling him I woke up -.-
32. who is your network provider?
- Starhub.
33. how many messages in your inbox?
- More than 1000 --> Over 500 from him already.
34. who do you have on speed dial five?
- Xuejing Crush ! ♥
35. if you are on prepaid card, how many credits do you have?
- I'm not on prepaid card.
36. who is the first person who comes aft C?
- Chanhong ! ♥
37. what do you have as your main ringtone?
- 恋爱梦游 - 黑Girls.
38. tag 10 people to do this quiz,
- I'd never tag people. Do on your own will.

That's all.

Okay, so it's been a long time since I've really ranted --> Probably not.
That ranting post about the boys turned out to be a flop anyway (:

Yep, this is going to be another ranting post ! Not about the boys again lah -.-
I'm a nice nice batchmate/sister okay ?? :D --> Note the sarcasm, ??

Let the ranting/venting/scolding/saying/screaming/whatever begin:

I'm a real stupid person, yeah. Not that I have low self-esteem or what,
but I know I'm stupid. Why ?? Because I do things I know won't do me any good,
yet I still do it (Works for Solo too). &That ain't very smart, or is it ??
Why do I choose to do it still ?? Because of the person I'm doing it for, apparently.

I ain't as good as people think. Attitude, Character wise both. Why ??
I always seem very happy right ?? Actually I'm a downright sadist at times !
Not that I'm emo, I stopped slitting wrist already ! --> So I've done it before.
But Sadist ! That's a very very true fact, because I tend to hate life.

Okay, so Emo equals Sadist ! Get your facts right, people ! :D
I always keep the sadist part down, since I know a smile is much much better.
But who can keep strong always right ?? So I have times when I really breakdown.
&What happens ?? My Sadist character comes on, and I become real depressing ):

Oh, and I'm also a cry baby. Yep, you heard me right. Although I don't cry very
often, but I can't seem to stop once I've started. Like, a spoilt tap, y'know :D
That's just me, you can't change that fact --> I've tried to, but failed ):
So when you see me cry. Just ignore me, I'll stop SOMEHOW --> Swollen Eyes !

&I've been trying to constraint my vulgarities --> Yep, like Wenxin Dearest ! ♥
It's good if you speak less vulgarities, y'know ?? Good for the health/mind too.
But there must be a source of motivation/reason to accomplish a tough task, which
apparently this motivation just doesn't seem to understand. But ohwell ...

So Joanna equals Vulgar Freak ! I'm a real innocent and nice girl much :D
Comparing to the past, I'm real nice now already ! Not so Lianzxc also, hahahah.
Oh, and Twit is gone too ! YAAAAAAAAAAY ! ♥ Twit is real funny at times(:
See the change I'm making ! Why ?? Because of my motivation, that dumb one !

Also, I have this tendency to make my two most important darlings --> Xuejing&Huiping
worried for me, -palm slaps forehead- ! Oh gawd ~ That's real bad huh ??
I've been trying to stop too, but some people just have to make them worried for me
again&again >:( My two darlings, stop being worried for me ! I can manage life myself !

Yeah, managing life myself. How sucky can that get ?? I'll probably ruin my whole
life away without their help. But I know I have to, because I'm a nice friend(:

Oh, and I've got Huiping/Darren to read this post. So HELLO ! :D
No, Huiping ! I'm not being a total sadist here, I have high self-esteem, y'know !

Hahah, Xuejing ! Don't jealous I never get you to read lah, (: Y'know I just
didn't want you to get all worried and rush to your computer to read it right ??
You'd look like some mad idiot rushing to see world-breaking news then ! ♥

That's all, I guess. &I repeat, I DO NOT HAVE LOW SELF-ESTEEM ! >:(
I'm really proud of myself, for ... being Joanna ! :D That's good right ?? O.o

You know I love you. But do you know how much I really do love you ??